you’ll sit alone forever if you wait for the right time
July 11th, 2008

1. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Nothing goes wrong… never have to worry about everything not falling into place.

2. What is your greatest fear?
decrepit, alone taking care of my sister with no savings.

3. What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
i am an asshole

4. What is the trait you most deplore in others?
narrow mindedness, not telling you everything when it counts, people so caught up with themselves.

5. Which living person do you most admire?
my mom

6. What is your greatest extravagance?
gadgets

7. What is your current state of mind?

8. What do you consider the most overrated virtue?
sincerity

9. On what occasion do you lie?
hardly ever. now i don’t talk if i feel i have to lie…

10. What do you most dislike about your appearance?
weight!

11. Which living person do you most despise?
cant tell you

12. What is the quality you most like in a man?
Their need to protect.

13. What is the quality you most like in a woman?
you tell me. hehe

14. Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
sapakin kita
pangit
kainis

15. What or who is the greatest love of your life?

16. When and where were you happiest?
a year ago

17. Which talent would you most like to have?
musical talent.

18. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
my determination to keep things on track… (see i can lose weight fast but i cant keep it off even before i reach my goal)

19. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
:(

20. If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be?
i dont know i cant think

21. Where would you most like to live?
spain or france or italy

22. What is your most treasured possession?
My camera

23. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

24. What is your favorite occupation?
marine biologist, travel book author

25. What is your most marked characteristic?
my small voice

26. What do you most value in your friends?
just them

27. Who are your favorite writers?
neil gaiman

28. Who is your hero of fiction?
batman

29. Which historical figure do you most identify with?

30. Who are your heroes in real life?

31. What are your favorite names?
isidora, elijah, xavior

32. What is it that you most dislike?
a lot of things

33. What is your greatest regret?
i thought one shouldnt regret?

34. How would you like to die?
fast and painless

35. What is your motto?
Life is a bitch and then you die

 
July 10th, 2008


Song lyrics | Return To Center lyrics

 
July 9th, 2008

before i go to bed… just one post about whats going to happen the next few days

  1. greenhills with jo and jv … and hopefully mae
  2. mall with pat and kim
  3. tagaytay/somewhere with
  4. check in the hospital
  5. have this taken out
  6. rest
  7. get out of the hospital
  8. spend the week at home
  9. get back to work
 
July 2nd, 2008

Ive been let down
And I still comin round
Ive been put down
And Im still comin round for you
Comin round for you

Take away everything that feels fine
Catch a shape in the circles of my mind
Make me feel like I belong to you
Make me feel even if it aint true

Catch a train on a silver afternoon
A thousand miles and Im getting there too soon
Take me there when I should be going home
Tell me why I still feelin all alone

Ive been let down
And Im still coming round
Ive been put down
And Im still comin round for you
Comin round for you

and

I gave you all I had
I gave you good and bad
I gave but you just threw it back

I won’t get on my knees
Don’t make me do that please
I’ve been away but now I’m back

Don’t be too sure of that
What makes you sure of that
You went away you can’t come back

I walked away from you
I hurt you through and through
Aw honey give me one more chance

Aw you’re a lucky son
Lucky son of a gun
You went away, you went away
You went away but now you’re back

I got down on my knees
And then I begged you please
I always knew you’d take me back