Lightning could strike…
July 2nd, 2008
[-B-]: “Believe me or not… I miss you and I love you. Its hard to reply to your messages sometimes kasi ayaw ko masabihan na if that’s what I feel why not do something about it. I know it’s selfish. But I don’t have the guts to face comments like that knowing that I am doing something. I’m not saying that you will say that. Preventive lang. Sorry I’m selfish and a coward…”
[-B-]: “I guess I misinterpret you nga… Pero sana maintindihan mo yung feeling na I’m just starting to act on something you want tapos magkakaroon na naman ng bagong pagkukulang ako. Ang hirap eh. It makes me feel so unappreciated. But I still try… I will always try.”
If I don’t appreciate anything that he does why am I still waiting… does he not see that? Plus I haven’t really cut any means of communication between us… and if I really didn’t care, why would I blog about this right now… why would I bother blogging about HIM… I CARE… it may be more than a year later but everything’s still the same for me… I hope he knows that… I’m mostly bad with words coz I get too emotional sometimes… but I hope you know the answer is still NEVER…
So many times you could have walked away
But I didn’t have to say a word
To convince you to stay
‘Cause you know &
I know this thing is real
So we continue to learn
And our love grows deeper still
Each day I watch you
Get better at this
Each moment
I’m more & more convinced
We trusted love
We took the risk
We ran our own pace
We won our race
And could never turn away
We come so far
The stars look up at you
My heart belongs
Right here next to you
If I had just one wish
It would be to stay together
Stay together let’s grow together
And it’s not much to ask of us
I know we can do it
I always knew it
Always look at me the way you do today
Treat me like a friend and listen to what I say
‘Cause I’m with you all the way
All the way
But I could never turn away
We come so far
The stars look up at you baby
My heart belongs
Right here next to you
Always look at me
Same way you do today
Treat like a friend
Listens to what I say
I could never trun away
We come so far
The stars look up at you
My heart belongs
Right here next to you